The Madness Within

The madness within peaks through
Like the sun through the broken window
I scream from inside
Yet no one can hear me
my scream go unheard
The madness builds with age
Like the rage
I feel meaningless
No good

I'm surrounded by family
But no one can hear me
I begin to conceal emotions
They grow and grow
The environment around me pauses
And I put on display
I know I'm different
Not the same
The rage shows its ugly face
I thrashes and bangs
I'm still screaming
The world I knows
Is not the world I knew
I'm screaming louder, louder, loudest
My mind races to find the answer
The long sleep. The long sleep
The madness within, rest

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